"It's all a battle of words, you see, and
most of them are lies...listen, son, said the man with the gun...there's
room for you inside." PINK FLOYD, Dark Side of the Moon
INTRODUCTION: 21st
Century Schizoid Man
OF MINDS AND
REALITIES: The Psychological Universe
A SENSE OF THE
SACRED: Indigenous Spiritual Cosmologies
OUR SPACE-TIME
COORDINATES: Kali versus Ahau
KOYAANISQATSI: “Crazy Life” and the “Day of Purification”
DOMINANT TENDENCIES: A
“civilized seasonal disease”?
EINSTEIN’S PROPHECY: The
“Scientific Dictatorship” and the “Technosphere”
INFOTOXIN AND (mc)2 : Communication
and the Information Disorder
WE’RE ON THE BRINK…but of
what?
“I MUST CREATE A SYSTEM, or be enslaved by another man’s.”
NOTES ON THIS WEB-SITE
RECOMMENDED READING (on-site)
TOP “INFOTOXIN”
MIND BIBLIOGRAPHY (selected)
REFERENCES
INTRODUCTION: 21st Century Schizoid Man
We are brilliantly conceived living bio-technologies
inhabiting a planetary spaceship of improbable beauty and diversity. We travel together as passengers/crew on an
unending journey through a vast and largely unknown universe of at least
infinite expanse. We have been blessed
with countless gifts of creativity; we have everything we need to be truly
happy, healthy and whole.
So what is the problem?
Why does it seem that so much is wrong?
Why are we on the brink of killing off everything, including ourselves? It’s as if we’ve
forgotten who and what we really are, almost as if we’re not even people
anymore. It’s as if we’re living under a
huge spell or curse, a species-wide mojo, that prevents us from knowing who we are, why we are
here; we dwell in the shadow of a “wall
of voodoo” so pervasive…and yet invisible…that we’ve come to accept this
b-grade surrogate fiction as “reality.”
Strangely enough, this wall has been built by none other than ourselves.
We go about our days, or should I say
“daze”, supporting state-sponsored terrorism by purchasing petrol from trans-national
crime cartels, contributing to global ecocide through chronic over-consumption,
cooking our brains with mobile phones and poisoning our minds with the virulent
pus exuded through the pores of mass-media.
Americans are so deluded that they actually believe their country is a
“democracy” and that voting matters! All
of this and more has become “normal.”
Just like the German middle-class in World War Two, who thought those were the best times of their lives,
we stroll through this sub-Lynchian low-grade
nightmare oblivious to the occasional blip or scream that penetrates our matrix
of intoxication. “Yo, herr fraulein, vas is das smoke over yondern?” “Ah-so,
das is new Auschwitz tire factory!” If we don’t know
what’s really going on, it’s because we don’t want to know! Awareness can
be, shall we say…inconvenient?
While we have been sleep-walking,
a powerful minority of our fellow humans has been hard at work making BIG plans
for the rest of us, not to mention for the Earth and all of her
life-forms. Their self-delusion is
orders of magnitude beyond that of the average somnambulant; but we must give them credit for being
motivated to try to make their vision a reality! “A” for effort, New World Order!!!
We as-a-whole have progressively relinquished our
self-responsibility, ever since we stopped growing our own food and educating
our own children, and when we started going to church to get “saved” and
watching the “news” to become informed.
We have reclined in profound apathy, allowing the “state as parent/God”
to run the world…and our lives. Why? Because we can’t be bothered. There’s a big game on the tube!
Early on, these powerful minorities…we all know who they
are, right?...they’re US!...seized on the mass-apathy
and herd-like gullibility they saw in the population at large. Believing these qualities to define “human
nature”, they then skilfully devised a full-spectrum of tools, tactics, and
technologies to assist in their dream of total world domination and the
enslavement of humanity. This has been
going on for centuries. And they’ve been quite successful, to say the least.
Dearly beloved, we are gathered
here today to pay our last respects to the best friend we ever had, who now
slumbers, comatose, on the brink of termination: the
human mind.
OF MINDS AND REALITIES: The
Psychological Universe
We are psychological beings, first
and foremost. Our minds are our
greatest gifts…and our least understood.
Philosophers and scientists have debated for millennia on the
“mind/brain” “problem”, and the nature of “truth” and “reality.” I don’t know that absolute truth, knowledge,
or reality is attainable by humans, least of all by English-speaking white
people; but for
all practical purposes, we are (occasionally) conscious, thinking beings who
have minds and who communicate in many ways, primarily using language.
Our highly-motivated “us” who
wants to rule the world learned a long time ago that, indeed, a mind is a terrible
thing…not to waste, but when it is turned on itself. This in essence is the fundamental premise of
all “dark arts”: black magic, witch-craft, “voo-doo”,
advertising, psychological warfare.
The reason this works is because,
to a very great degree, we each are actually CREATING our own reality every
second that we are alive. We have come
to believe that “reality” is something “out there”, separate from us, beyond
our control. But if there is one primary
realization of modern physics and psychology, it is that “reality” as we know
it exists more inside of us than outside of us, and that we are inextricably
inter-linked with the whole of creation, from the sub-atomic to the
hyper-galactic levels.
Everything we know, do, experience and remember happens
“in” our mind;
language is what we use to share this with others. We are constantly engaged in the processes of
reality-building
and communication. These are the cornerstones of the human
psyche…and the primary targets of those who wish to control us.
Our mind/brains are so profoundly complex that little
progress has been made towards a real understanding of
what is actually going on inside us.
This is, of course, from the perspective of traditional western
psychology, which tends to look at other
peoples’ minds, brains, behaviour and communication, often with the goal of
manipulating them. Lucky for us, we don’t need an in-depth understanding of neurobiology in
order to think or create. Plus, we don’t have to BUY
it…it’s FREE! Each of us possesses the
most unfathomably complex and intricately designed instrument of thought and
creation…the human organism, which is in reality the ultimate technology! It’s quite
mind-blowing to reflect on what all is actually going on within us at any given
moment.
Many ancient indigenous spiritual psychologies have been
inwardly-directed, oriented not towards what other people are doing or thinking
and why, but on looking within, pursuing self-understanding and an awareness of
what is inside your mind. Being responsible
for your own thoughts, “cleaning house” and fine-tuning; exercising your powers of
concentration and creativity, learning to navigate the multi-dimensional cosmos
we are travelling through.
Science tells us that we exist in the center
of the electromagnetic spectrum, which stretches out to infinity in both the
micro- and macro-directions. What is
“really” there, beyond the sea of plasma, is a continuum of indeterminacy, or
what physicist David Bohm called the “implicate holomovement.” Neuropsychologist Karl Pribram
believes that the brain/mind acts as a frequency transducer, processing
selected domains of energy/information from this wide spectrum of potential and
generating holographic simulations which we call
“reality.” Our collective reality is constructed from about one per cent of this spectrum.
One of the best working models for how our mind/brains
work was succinctly formulated by John C. Lilly; this model is equally valid or useful
from both the external and internal approach to psychology. Etymologically, we are in fact cybernetic computers. Computare in Latin means “to think or reflect upon”; kybernetes in Greek means
“the pilot or navigator, as of a ship.” This electronic digital
number-crunching device on
which I now write is just that: a dinucrud, not a
computer in the true sense.
Thinking and
communicating in the service of self-navigation and reality-building. This is what we are really all about, from a
psychological perspective. Our biocomputers operate at many levels simultaneously, from
the quantum-superconducting to the neurophysiological
to the reflexive/autonomic to the cognitive and creative. All of these processes can be thought of as
programs of varying levels of complexity; hierarchies of metaprograms
emerge, and at the top, in command, control and communication, is you: the
self-metaprogrammer.
The vast majority of these programs run automatically,
without the necessity of conscious guidance.
This is good: imagine how much
thought would have to go into telling each and every
neuron how and when to fire every thousandth of a second! Yet this IS going on inside us. Miraculous to say the
least.
We are awesomely designed biological, psychological, and
spiritual beings who in our natural state function perfectly in the “garden of
Eden”, the planetary biosphere of Earth.
A SENSE OF THE SACRED: Indigenous
spiritual cosmologies
Indigenous
tribal cultures have always lived close to nature. This is
our nature, because we are part of
nature. Naturally. They live in tune with the rhythms and cycles
of nature, the sun, moon and tides, the seasons; they talk to the wind and listen to
the trees. Shamans and medicine folk are given highly advanced knowledge directly from Gaia
herself, without the need for “mediation.”
Indigenous
technology is internal and natural.
Communication is not only linguistic, using
“harmonic languages” based on the power of sound vibration, but also empathic
and telepathic. Harmony is maintained
through artistic ceremonies of song and dance; art and geometry are expressions of
cosmic creativity. Wisdom is shared through stories and mythologies.
Western
society as a whole has lost our sense of the sacred, in nature, in each other,
in ourselves. We no longer have any
recognizable coherent spiritual or metaphysical belief system or frame
of reference, to help us find meaning in life;
our “god” has become materialism, our world, the “technosphere.”
As the forces of industrialism and totalitarianism
have come to provide more and more of our external reality, we have allowed
them to supplant our spiritual realities as well with memes like Darwinism,
which, like western Christianity, has “supported the expansion of the
Industrial Revolution, with its unbridled exploitation of the environment for
the material benefit of mankind…and affirms this exploitation by ignoring the
intelligence, beauty, and purposefulness of nature and replacing it with
chemical and mechanical explanations…Darwinism, in one form or another, has
been used to justify nineteenth-century political, social and economic systems,
such as industrial capitalism, as well as the colonial expansion of European
civilizations that began centuries earlier.” (Robert Lawlor, Voices
of the First Day)
As
culture after culture, tribe after tribe has succumbed to the imperialistic
juggernaut, our inner separation from nature and our loss of the sacred has
increased in direct proportion. We are
no longer dancing to drumming, but marching to it.
OUR SPACE-TIME COORDINATES: Kali
versus Ahau
Jose Arguelles tells us that a calendar is "an
instrument that locks the conditioned programs of a given culture into place.”
Modern calendars were created by the same institutions that gave us
the Inquisition and the Nazis. Jesus
wasn’t a Christian; do you think he is honoured that time
itself is now reckoned in years since his birth? I doubt it.
Besides, he never left, did he? Why are we waiting for him to return? Jesus
is love, and wherever there is love, there is Jesus, right?
Love is beyond time;
love is simultaneous.
I think that Jesus was probably more into the long-term
cyclical calendrical systems of the Hindus and the
Mayans. These systems of keeping track
of where we are cosmically speaking are based on
astronomical patterns or rhythms…not the life of someone who is alleged to
“save” us from ourselves!
Don’t ask me how the Hindus or
Mayans figured out the precession of the equinoxes. Maybe it was a combination of millennia of
astute observations and record-keeping and direct revelation from the Hunab Ku herself! But this 26,000 year
cycle figures heavily into all ancient calendrical
systems.
And the Hindus have the longest
cycles of all. There’s the kalpa, which is a “day” or “night” of Brahma, similar to an
expansion (exhalation) or contraction (inhalation) of the cosmos; a kalpa is trillions of Earth-years!
Perhaps the calendrical unit of
greatest interest to us now would be the yuga. As I understand it, the 26,000
year cycle is divided into four “seasons” of varying length. The beginning of the cycle, and the longest,
is called the “sat” yuga,
“sat” meaning “truth.” This is the
“golden age” where we realize our essential divinity and connection with
creation. The last age of the cycle is
the shortest…and the darkest;
this is the “Kali” yuga. This is a period of war, of terror, of
conflict; of
rampant materialism and degradation, when humanity as a whole has lost touch
with our true spiritual nature. An age of illusion and unreality, of deception and toxicity. Guess where we are now?
Lucky for us, however, the Kali yuga just kind of dies off, often accompanied by
global war and natural catastrophe…but what would you expect from the goddess
of death and destruction! Even as she is
disintegrating, the rays of light from the inner sun illuminate the horizon of
humanity’s hope, waking us from our nightmare and activating the seeds of love which have lain dormant for quite a while.
Both the Egyptians and the Mayans referred to this
transition period between the end of darkness and the return of the light as
the “beak of time.” The Mayans also pointed to their date of 13.0.0.0.0, which
is 2012 Gregorian as the moment of “galactic alignment.” During this window, solar
and astronomical geometries enhance the divine ascension energies from the
supreme deity, the Hunab Ku, which are transmitted
into all the stars in the galaxy (which, according the the
“electric universe” theory, are actually more like light bulbs being lit up by
plasma filaments than they are nuclear reactors!), who, in their turn, send out
light and life-giving energies to all their planets and life-forms…or whatever
else planets can have! These
beams of radiance can now be felt around the
world. But
there’s still a lot of crazy stuff going on.
KOYAANISQATSI:
“Crazy life” and the “Day of
Purification”
One of the most interesting indigenous cultures are the Hopi Indians of Arizona. Ancestors of the Anasazi,
they have lived atop their desert mesas for thousands of years, never engaging
in warfare and always maintaining the sacred old ways of communion with the
Earth spirits and forces of nature. The
Hopi have been compared to the Tibetans.
The Hopi prophecies represent a comprehensive vision of
previous incarnations of life on Earth, and of those yet to come. Emanating from a sort of Native American
“dreamtime”, these stories often take the form of warnings. The Hopis were warned, for example, that when
the “white brother” comes, if he is bearing the symbol of the cross within a
circle (the Hopi cross), then peace and harmony will follow; if the “white brother” arrives with
just the cross, with no circle, they had better watch out. The modern-day cross: symbol of “killing your savior”! Comedian Bill Hicks said that having the
cross as a symbol for Jesus is like having a rifle as the symbol for JFK!
For thousands of years the Hopi had been told about
“cob-webs” that would be spun back and forth in the sky; that digging precious things from the
land would invite disaster; that a
“gourd of ash” might one day be thrown from the sky which would “burn the land
and boil the oceans.”
When the atomic bomb was detonated at Alamogordo and then dropped on Hiroshima and Nagasaki in 1945, Hopi elders recognized the fulfilment of the “gourd
of ash” prophecy. They had already seen
the high-tension “cob-webs” strewn across the desert; and they knew that “precious things”
had been dug from the land to make the atom bomb, as Black Mesa on the Hopi
reservation sits atop the richest deposits of uranium in the world.
The elders knew that we were now knee-deep in “koyaanisqatsi.” This
is a time when everything goes crazy. It
literally means “crazy life”, “life out of balance”, “a way of living that
calls for another way of living.” A time of violence and war between people, of humanity terrorizing
the Earth and her children. A dark night of mass-insanity.
Like the Kali yuga,
koyaanisqatsi
is finally healed through the “day of purification”, a period when nature
cleanses herself of that which is out of balance with life. This could be natural or human-generated
catastrophe, or a combination of both:
floods, extreme weather, vulcanism, nuclear war, global epidemic of
disease, cometary impact. Armies of Arnold Schwarzenegger clones. In the previous worlds, during the
purification, the ancestors of the Hopi were led underground
by the “ant people” who took care of them until it was safe to come out again. For real.
It is possible that any highly-developed
industrial civilization automatically generates its own self-destruct
mechanisms. Biologist Jonas Salk
theorized that humanity is experiencing “internally-arising
socio-meta-biological pathological influences” which are a form of corrective
guidance for a train off course.
Translation: we hold the keys to
our own destruction and will use them whether we want to or not before we
become too great of a threat to all the other life-forms
of the Earth. Astronomer Carl Sagan theorized that the reason we have not received any
signals from extra-terrestrial “intelligences” using radio frequencies is because there aren’t any:
they all destroyed themselves before being able to transmit such a
signal. Instinct over-rode wisdom in the
use of technology. Digging precious
things from the land may have released some powerful guardian spirits in the
rocks, as well. Some of the petroglyph
figures in the American southwest are pretty spooky and spectral. Some of them may have even found their way
into the White House. Kind of like a
self-created curse that we’ve manifested through
repeated and blatant genocide and raping the Earth.
DOMINANT TENDENCIES:
A “civilized seasonal disease”?
In order to truly understand
ourselves we would have to be able to get outside of ourselves, to get the full
picture. This is difficult to do,
especially with the TV on;
but it’s “human nature” to be lazy, right? To be greedy, to maim and
kill, to divide and conquer, to get on top of the heap, to rule the world! We’re the fallen
race, remember? We were born
evil…sinful, even. We’ve
been conditioned with these “truths” for so long, and we experience so much of
this in our convenient-to-experience corporate reality that some might be led
to believe that this is in fact human nature.
I beg to differ. I
believe, indeed, I know that we are the ultimate technology living in an
immensely beautiful and spiritual world.
It’s just that we’re under a sort of spell,
living in a trance, like we’ve been hypnotized or drugged, or all of these…but
we’ve done it to ourselves, both directly and as a karmic consequence of the
summation of our crimes against nature and our fellow man.
The urge to conquer and control is uniquely human, but I
would not say that dominant tendencies define or are even characteristic of
true human nature. Many animals are
territorial, and predators hunt; but no animal attempts to control the
whole planet, and no predator hunts more than they can eat. Man alone can be greedy.
But man alone in the Kali yuga. I don’t think that the spectrum of destructive traits that
human-kind currently expresses exist during the majority of the 26,000 year
cycle. The Kali yuga is the “season of disease”, physically,
mentally, and spiritually. I am not
attempting to explain the mechanism this could work by, just that it might be
possible. It may have to do with varying
qualities or frequencies of energy coming from the Hunab
Ku and the sun. It has been demonstrated that a direct correlation exists between
peaks in the sunspot cycle and outbreaks of previously-unseen
strains of the influenza virus. Could it
be possible that cognitional or mind viruses also exist, that influence
human behaviour in strange ways during parts of the cosmic cycle? Spiritual or etheric
parasites flying around, agitated by the unusual
energies, looking for psychic foods such as fear and anger? For a host to infect? Could large-scale variations in cosmic
energies result in the periodic creation of collective hallucinations
in the human psyche?
We can’t really see back into
history all that far with any degree of certainty, not more than around 3,000
or 4,000 years. That’s
just about the duration of the Kali yuga. In terms of human civilization, we can’t really see outside this “season”. Exceptions to this limit would be anomalies like the Great Pyramid and ancient rock-art found almost everywhere.
Within “history” as we know it, imperialism and
colonialism has been wide-spread; war-fare has increased in direct
proportion to “civilization”, literally “living in cities.” Tribal groups spent most of their time
hunting, gathering, singing, dancing and communing with the trees. No need for war, no
motivation.
But “civilized” man has to have
more and more of everything. More
land. More resources. More soldiers. More power. More control.
Control over not just slaves or armies, but control over nature, control
over “reality”, control over the mind. And in this seething cauldron of civilized seasonal disease
the dark arts were born: manipulation,
coercion through fear, rule through deception.
These techniques have been used by royalty, clergy and
scientists alike: to enslave
people not just physically but more significantly through their minds, through
institutions like religion and education.
Epistemological warfare is far more efficient and less messy than
conventional “blood and guts” affairs. And you end up not with dead bodies lying around but dead
souls walking around! At
your command!
Full-on psychic enslavement of humanity began in 1582
with the adoption of the Gregorian calendar and the 12:60 timing frequency. Jose Arguelles tells us
that “the noosphere is increasingly obscured
by a mental field known as the technospheric sheath. Slowly but surely, the technospheric
sheath replaces civilization. This is first done by the introduction of mechanistic linear time…Mechanization, we must remember, originated in the clock, in the mechanization of
time. It is the
mechanization of time that presupposes the tendency toward mechanization as a
state of mind within the noosphere. Since artificial time is characterized by the
illusion of an inexorable and irreversible linearity, the compulsion toward
materialism is also experienced in the same way, an inexorable motion
spearheaded by the advance of ever more
improved machines.”
Note that as we progress more and more deeply into the
Kali yuga, our obsession
with external technologies becomes pathological. During this time we have become electrified
and have begun to burn fossil fuels; we have also descended into
auto-predation, preying on our fellow humans, which is the nature of capitalism. With the dawn of mass-communication, we also
see the appearance of cancer and an entire spectrum of degenerative diseases,
as well as rampant mental disorders.
The early 20th century witnessed unparalleled
industrialization, warfare and disease.
And the dominant tendencies presented a driving force behind
technological innovation, not only to assist in ruling the world economically,
but in utmost totalitarian fashion: psychologically.
EINSTEIN’S PROPHECY:
The “Scientific Dictatorship” and the “Technosphere”
According to Jose Arguelles, “1945 marks the beginning
of the technospheric bubble. It is most telling that the Second World War
was concluded at the beginning of this 56-year cycle of the
technosphere, for it was a war concluded not with peace but
with instruments of mass-destruction and terror. Thus began the 56-year era of Atomic Terror.”
The close of WW2 was an historical turning point in many
ways. Not only was this the dawn of the
nuclear age, it was also the dawn of the age of mass-communication and
mass-psychology. If necessity is the
mother of invention, then war is its daddy!
It is ironic that just when Einstein’s equation demonstrated the equivalency
of mass and energy, the scientific priesthood latched onto “mass-“ everything. Why didn’t we have “energy psychology” or “energy
communication”?
Nazi Germany was a thoroughly unique
but not atypical late-Kali yuga manifestation. With seemingly occult
origins, and financially backed by banking interests in America and England, the Third Reich was the first
example of what Aldous Huxley called the “scientific
dictatorship.”
Unlike “traditional” dictatorships of
yester-year, the Nazis assembled the most formidable war-machine ever seen, not
only using a powerful slave-labor-driven industrial
base and the most advanced technologies available, but also investing heavily
in “r&d” to come up not only with new weapons
systems to kill people, but also with exotic “non-lethal” systems like
pharmaceuticals, eugenics/genetics, electronic warfare, trauma-based mind
control, and their tour de force: the weltanschauungskrieg, or “world-view attack”, which became
known in America as “psychological warfare.”
The relatively new technologies of radio and cinema
readily lended themselves to Goebbels’
perverse artistry of thought control;
but the real mac daddy of psy-ops
was Edward Bernays, step-half-nephew (?) of Sigmund
Freud, who pioneered advertising strategies and mid-wived the original school
of perception management known as public relations.
But it was with television, the
“atomic bomb of the mind”, that the real destiny of psychological warfare was
to unfold. Attempts to project a
transmitted image had been going on since the the
1920’s, but it was the Nazis who pulled off the first global television
broadcast, the 1936 Berlin Olympic games. They had already invented the reel-to-reel
tape recorder…not for Wagner but to replay propaganda messages over and over again from loudspeakers mounted on roving
trucks, for people who didn’t have radios!
Another interesting and equally demented thing that
happened just after WW2, equal in subversiveness to atomic weapons and
television, was called Operation Paperclip. All the mad scientists and strategic planners from the Third Reich
were hot commodities on the world market;
Uncle Sam wasn’t about to let them get away so thousands of them were
given new identities and imported into both America and Russia and placed in
important military, industrial, research and academic positions, given
unlimited funding, and encouraged to “keep up the good work.”
Looking back on it, I would say that this was the biggest
mistake America ever made. I
am not an insider to the sordid details of any of this, but I think that a very
large amount of all the worst stuff we are doing today as a modern
industrialized nation is the direct result of infecting the entire
infrastructure of the country with such virulent strains of technocratic
fascism.
On the top of the list was Werner von Braun, inventor of
the V2 rocket, who then became head of NASA.
Apparently a disproportionately high number of all the imported Nazi’s
were psychiatrists. What does that tell
you?
Christopher Simpson has documented that the bulk of “mass
psychology” and social science as a whole was actually funded by the
Rockefeller Foundation to create what he calls a “science of coercion” to be
used by the leaders of the “free world” in their “cold war” against independent
thought. The final battlefield was to be
the mind.
Einstein had the prophetic insight to note that the “concentration
of economic and political power” and the “shrewd methods of psychic influence”
wielded by the powers that be would “prevent the
development of independent personalities.” Couple this with Eisenhour’s warning about the influence of the
metastasizing “military-industrial complex”, Mussolini’s definition of
fascism: “a complete merger of state and
corporate power”, and the existence of the “private ‘black ops’ and propaganda
army” known as the CIA, and you have the defining characteristic of the late
Kali yuga: wealthy, powerful corporate minorities with dominant tendencies wielding
science-fiction weaponry in a genocidal and
epistemological war on independent thought in indigenous and enslaved populations and on
the Earth herself, with really BIG plans for us all!
INFOTOXIN AND (mc)2
: Communication and the Information Disorder
Communication in its broadest sense is essential for reality-building. In
order to construct a “reality” we must have inputs or sources of information,
whether it is sensory, coming from outside of us, or from memory within; to have “valid”
reality, we must have accurate inputs.
Our normal waking consciousness is a superbly modulated blend of
internal and external
inputs; I think most
people would agree that “non-sensory” modes exist as well!
What we “know” and our “reality” as a whole has come to
us in two ways: what we ourselves have
experienced in our lives, and what we have learned or assimilated from other
people, institutions, or technologies, e.g., parents, teachers, role-models, trauma-inflictors, books, movies, television,
gossip, the internet. I call these
“first order” and “second order” information.
First-order,
or “first-hand” knowledge is fair dinkum,
for real, within the limits of our perceptual acuity and our ability to
remember. You know what happened because
you were there. You saw, heard, felt, smelled it. You know
what was said. You saw the miracle, you witnessed the
crime. You may have glimpsed the sasquatch, who knows?
YOU…because you were there! Even if no one else saw it, it was real to
you. If you lived your whole life alone,
your entire reality would be nothing but pure first-order: just you, your experiences, and the cosmos. And the sasquatch.
Second-order,
“second-hand” reality, like language itself, is both powerful and dubious. Language enables us to communicate about
places far away and things that happened long ago, to describe events we did
not witness, to share the ideas of people we could never meet; symbolic communication and recording
technologies have enabled us to expand greatly our relationship with space and
time. On the other hand, however, as the
linguist Korzybski noted, “the map is not the
territory”; sometimes
we forget that words and language are symbols and codes…NOT the reality being
talked about. TV is NOT real. It’s TV. “Truth” is just a word, when you think about
it. Moreover, language is subject to
errors of translation and interpretation, and makes lying possible.
Yet the vast majority of what we think we know, what we hold as true and real, is second-order
information. As a whole, we have always
tended to accept or believe that which we are taught; I think that an inherent trust is one
of the hallmarks of true human nature.
We have grown up believing what our teachers and leaders tell us; we have taken “the
news” at face value and believed it to be true.
But now we know better.
The amount of second-order reality coming at us has
increased exponentially with the advent of modern mass-communication. As McLuhan noted, a
new medium may contain a previous medium as its content. For example, the content of printing is the
spoken word. He also perceived that the
medium itself is the primary message, aside from its content. From the telegraph, telephone, photography,
cinematography, and radio to television and the internet, not to mention
hard-copy publishing, as well as cultural art-forms, like
recorded music, we have access and exposure to a full-spectrum of
communications technologies and artifacts. Carl Sagan called
this our “extra-somatic cultural information.”
This wave of amplified mass-communication, or what I call
(mc)2 (pronounced
“the square of mc”) has been of immense benefit in expanding our horizons of
awareness, increasing the resolution of our realities, experiencing the wonders
of other people’s creative efforts, learning about issues and problems in other
places.
But the down side of the
second-order realities is not only that they tend to be compressed but that we
don’t know how true or accurate any of it is, particularly in the case of
“news”, politics or world events. How do
we really know what someone long ago actually said? If they wrote books, how do we know they have been published accurately? How could we possibly be certain of who blew
up the sky-scraper?
We can’t…there’s absolutely no way to know for
sure, unless you were the one’s who did it!
Moreover, Canadian media philosopher Harold Innis
warned that the development of mass-communication could be an immensely powerful weapon of empire in the
hands of the dominant tendency crowd. Remember, they’ve
been hard at work on this for a really long time!
All second-order
inputs need to be subjected to intensive critique
before being assimilated into one’s reality. You never know when someone could be
misquoted, accidentally or on purpose; “seeing is believing” used to hold
true, but in today’s world of special effects…well, you see what I mean. This doesn’t matter as much for art and
fiction, as here it’s the quality you are interested in; but for “news” at least a modicum of
credibility would be nice, eh? Be the
perpetual skeptic; carry a shaker of “see-salt’!
Over the last century we have developed so much “media”
and external technology that it has formed an artificial environment for our minds
that is gradually replacing our experience of the natural
world. Jose Arguelles defines the technosphere as “the entire apparatus of mechanized technology and its support
philosophy (globalisation) understood as an
artificial sphere encompassing the globe.” It is the summation of all human-created
systems and artifacts, and the synergic/field effects
generated from their interaction.
The most salient sub-system of the technosphere
could be called the “information” or “media
environment”, which would be the summation of the entirety of the processes and
artifacts of mass-communication.
Our “mental environment” is the totality of what we think
about, which would traditionally have been the natural cosmos and each other,
as experienced directly in first-order fashion; in today’s world our “mental
environment” consists largely of and is shaped by (mc)2 .
The contents of our minds comes largely from
second-order sources delivered by various mass-media. Never before has so many peoples’ experience
of reality been controlled by such small minorities of people using “shrewd
methods of psychic influence.”
The growth of (mc)2 has been of immense service in the
advancement of the epistemological warfare conducted by kings, priests,
scientists and technocrats in their march towards the imposition of a
“surrogate reality.” And
as the technosphere has metastasized, the “wall of
voodoo” has become more pervasive and more insidious. Sometime in the not-too-distant past we crossed what I call the “threshold of toxicity” in
our mental environment. This happened
when second-order reality supplanted first-order reality as the dominant form,
that is, when more of what humans thought of as reality came from mass-media than from their own lives and experience.
Meaning is relative; the true measure of the quality of
communication is the intent behind
it: was it done to share, inspire,
enlighten or inform? Or
was it done to manipulate, degrade, mislead, or coerce?
Particularly since World War 2
we have experienced an entire paradigm of “social engineering”, or what
Christopher Simpson calls “mental genetics.”
The goal of the “scientific dictatorship” seems to be to create an
entire population or race of subservient beings who do
not require control because they cannot think outside the box. Independent inquiry, critical thinking,
questioning authority, dissent, rebellion, civil disobedience all become
relics. Welcome to the world of Robie Zombot: blind obedient consumers with no cares,
genuine thoughts, free-will, utterly satisfied and
complacent, with no memory of how it used to be or of what they are
missing. The “brave
new normality.”
This strategy is the most ambitious black magic project ever
undertaken: the psychic enslavement of an entire species
through the imposition of a surrogate reality.
The process of scientifically manipulating whole populations is
possible only in a world dominated by (mc)2. It is also more effective if the people
believe they are free, unaware that they are being
manipulated. If they think it’s just “entertainment.”
Modern psychological warfare really began in the early 20th
century with advertising and public relations; radio and publishing were widespread
vehicles to disseminate the propaganda.
As they did so well, the Nazis took it all to the next level with their
media-based weltanschauungskrieg.
When their seed was planted in
America, a heinous mutation sprang forth in the form of the
CIA, who took control of the “psychological warfare” operations. Created by a National Security Directive in
1947, the Agency was formed from the OSS with hints of the Tavistock
Institute, under the supervision of former Nazi commander Reinhard
Gehlen. Born
during a conjunction of the “science-fiction”
technologies of atomic weapons and television, under the sign of “cold war”,
the “intelligence” community, or what I call “TAO’s” (Trinary
Acronym Organizations), has been running the “black ops” and, most importantly,
especially since the fall of the "iron curtain", the media-based
psy-ops for the powers that be. They are the “master orchestrators”
behind the staged “terrorist” events, the fabricated wars, the hoaxes, hallucinations and
abductions. Adepts at cloaking themselves
in various guises such as “front” organizations or businesses, they manage
a profitable “global village” enterprise of drug-trafficking
and subversion of foreign governments. Fun stuff, for sure! Actually, what we're talking here
is not the CIA as a whole, as much of the "intelligence" community
consists of assorted technicians and data analysts; what we're talking here
is a network of factions with the community...a "good old boys"-type
network of people who went to college together. And within this tightly-knit
fraternity you will find the infiltrators of the infiltrators, like the Mossad
and the Galactic Synapse Command.
Soon after they were chartered
they embarked on a program called Project
Mockingbird whereby they set out to infiltrate all forms of mass-media.
This was over 50 years ago, in the 1940’s! Today they claim to own anyone of
any importance in mass-communication! We’ll take their word for it!
They are specialists of Einstein’s “shrewd methods of psychic
influence.” Becoming aware of and understanding
these “methods” is what regainyourbrain.org is all about.
The TAO’s are conducting a multi-faceted
brain-washing campaign which essentially attempts to instil the values and
beliefs suited to a “democratic consumer-society“, to reinforce a world-view glorifying hyper-capitalism and
the military-industrial complex, or MIC, and, most importantly to engender
a homogeneous mind-set completely devoid of critical thought and the possibility
of dissent. It should
more accurately be called the M3I2C6,
the “military-medical-media industrial-intelligence corporate-criminal-command-control-communication-complex.”
“Terrorism” is their preferred modus operandi these days.
Actual terrorism is much more about creating a climate of fear and
paranoia, and turning people’s minds on themselves, than it is about blowing
stuff up. Once again, you can see the
strategic value of (mc)2 and a more-or-less
fully-indoctrinated viewing public.
A major psy-war strategy is to
build credibility with the public, over years or even decades of feeding them
essentially true or valid information through the accustomed channels (mainly
tv)…so that, when the time comes when you have a BIG LIE you
want them to believe, you just feed this into the system, and…PRESTO! The entire viewing public has swallowed your
lie with no questions asked, purely out of habit. Just like eating at McDonald's! That is the
story of Al-Qaeda and bin Laden,
ladies and gentlemen of the jury, as well as the "weapons of mass
destruction" in Iraq, and just about every other story, "fact"
or word, for that matter, leaked, emitted or announced from the super-fund
sites of Washington/Wall Street/Hollywood.
Today the science-fiction dictatorship has quite the fantastic
array of resources and apparatus. Remember
the giant warehouse at the end of "Raiders of the Lost Ark"? I am
certain they make good use of computers to do stuff like run simulations of
the human mind on a mass-scale, maybe even real-time simulations running on
demographic data, to guess how “we” will respond to the next “terrorism alert.” Stuff like that. After all, what else have all those Rockefeller-funded
institutes and think-tanks been up to since the 1950’s?
How to give us all numbers? With micro-chip implants feeding data into their
super-computers they'll surely have a very accurate simulation of the human
herd. Every "thought crime" you commit will go in your dossier!
What we are really talking about is what I call infotoxin, or the
weaponization of communication. This word just came to me as I sat at a coffee
shop in Berkeley in 1983. I recorded a song by that name in 1985, and
since then have been developing it as a concept. In 1995 Adbusters magazine
published my article “The Age of Infotoxin.”
It was originally meant to be funny,
a satire on mass-communication and consumer-culture, but with a serious message.
The concept of "information" is actually of thermodynamic
origin, and has to do with entropy. Here I define it as "the understandable
content of communication." The Greek root toxon means a “bow-and-arrow”, maybe even with a poisoned tip.
The perfect name for the weaponization
of communication. In fact, I wouldn’t
be surprised to learn that somewhere deep in the bowels of TAO there is or
had been a “Strategic Infotoxin Command”! Actually
in the "real" world it would be called something like the World
Education Freedom Foundation.
Infotoxin
is not a label for any specific artifact of (mc)2 but a process, an attitude, a strategic
approach to the use of mass-communication. Infotoxicity
is a state or condition of saturation of the mental environment, or when a
critical threshold has been crossed where the majority of (mc)2 content has been weaponized
and where the population has more second-order reality than first-order reality.
I believe we crossed this threshold, interestingly, in a window between
1983 and 1985, which gives us...yes, 1984! Information toxicology is the study of intotoxin
and infotoxicity in its alpha, beta, and gamma forms.
Alpha infotoxin is the active or intentional use of communication
as a weapon of manipulation or coercion; beta
infotoxin is the pollution or poisoning of the mental
environment, and/or the systemic or side-effects of alpha infotoxin. Alpha is the technique and beta is the result.
Gamma infotoxin is bionoopathy, or the parallel and
synergistic degradation of the human mind, spirit and body by means of (mc)2 .
Omega infotoxin
would be what I call “isocosm”, a world where everything
is exactly the same, completely predictable, zero
information content. Absolute
zero of the mind.
I have organized the spectrum of infotoxin
into several trends or dimensions, which are almost explicitly
mapped by the works of who I think of as the top “infotoxin” minds. Here is a partial out-line.
1) The Weaponization of Language (Chomsky, Huxley, Orwell, Saul)
Alpha: “dictation”
of reality;
compressing vocabulary;
programming techniques
Beta: “dumbing
down”, shrinking of personal reality, limit breadth/depth of intelligence,
creation of “hysterical
unconsciousness” in population
2) The Media
Monopoly (Bagdikian,
McChesney, Schiller)
Alpha: concentration
of ownership, centralization of control
Beta: uniformity of world-view, voice
of largest corporations, loss of diversity
3) The Corporate
Take-over of Public Expression
(Schiller, Chomsky, Bagdikian, Postman)
Alpha:
commercialization of culture, privatization of (mc)2
, profit-driven
Beta: no public sector; sharing/informing
becomes selling/persuading, etiology of marketing
character/necrophilia
4) The Mind Managers
(Schiller, Chomsky, Ewen, Simpson, Mander, Postman)
Alpha: public
relations, shaping opinions, advertising, propaganda, memetics,
neuro-linguistic programming; subliminals,
hypnosis; to manipulate, instill attitudes or beliefs; predation on weaknesses and emotions; coercion
Beta: consumer mentality, subversion
of free-will, motivation by fear, greed, psychic
enslavement
5) The Unreality
Industry (Bennis & Mitroff, Mander, Schiller, Ewen, Postman)
Alpha: weaponization of entertainment, circus/spectacle,
infotainment, pop culture as meme vehicles,
Beta: fiction
addiction, “appearance of democracy”, mass psychosis, acybernetic
syndrome, inappropriate realities, desensitization
4) / 5) The Domain of Psy-Ops
Alpha: fake news,
“false-flag” ops, use of special effects to fabricate “reality” transmission
Beta: mass-confusion, mis-directed anger, coercion through fear, cognitive
paralysis, assimilation of false belief systems
6) The Cult of
Information (Roszak,
Mumford)
Alpha: “Big
Brother”/surveillance, Total Information Awareness, microchip implants,
eavesdropping (Echelon), data mining
Beta: technocratic fascism, lack of
privacy, depersonalization, macrophilia
7) Television
and “non-lethal” weapons (Mander, Becker, Postman)
Alpha: tv as ultimate psy-war
technology (medium/content), HAARP, Tesla weapons,
directed energy/ELF weapons, mobile phones, GWEN, fields
Beta: generation of mass-psychosis,
MK-Ultra on entire population, health/physiological effects
8) 9/11 as a
Textbook Psychological Operation (see
“9/11 Articles”)
9) Macro-strategies
(See "K. Rubrick Shreddinger Articles")
The
central spore capsule breaking open through this whole story is what I call
the information disorder. It’s origin is
unclear but it could indeed be a late-Kali yuga
program or mechanism for helping man-ouf-of-balance
to sew the seeds of his own destruction. Maybe
it came out of the rocks. A virus at the level of nucleic acids, cancer at
the level of cellular tissues, and infotoxin at
the level of human communication are all expressions of the information disorder. What is a virus most
attracted to? The highest levels of information transfer within its bio-physical
spectrum.
We’re ON The Brink…but of
what?
From one point of view, we are on the brink of global
social and ecological catastrophe. We
have run fully amuck and we’re not letting up. We have become the homo
sapiens macro virus (HSMV), world-eaters extraordinaire! The human population, particularly in America, has become guinea pigs in the hugest experiment in
black magic/mental genetics/mass-brainwashing ever attempted since the days of
Atlantis! Mass-delusion and insanity is
rampant. People believe for example that
America is a democracy!
In the 1930’s, people believed radiation was good for you so they drank
radium tea…then died. The actual form of
government is a pluto-technocratic fascistic regime,
or the “science-fiction dictatorship.”
The same TAO-ist orchestrators who brought us 9/11 may have a somewhat more
exciting project up their cloak. For
decades rumors have floated that
their grand finale to blow the human
mind will be to stage a fake alien
invasion. This will permanently
drive people mad and into the docile submission that global police states
truly enjoy. It makes their job SO
much easier! It’s interesting to note
that both the Roswell incident and Arnold’s flying disc sighting occurred
in 1947, within months of the chartering of the CIA, to carry on the weltanschauungskrieg, guided by imported Nazi’s, most of whom
were psychiatrists. You can read Hadley
Cantril’s book Invasion from Mars, which
was a study in the psychology of panic based on Orson Welle’s
“War of the Worlds” radio broadcast. You
can read how Werner von Braun, former top Nazi scientist and then director
of NASA, said that he believed the dementozoa
would go so far as to stage a fake alien invasion.
Then the late Bill Cooper, who said that Roswell was a hoax, added
that they actually used monkeys that had been shaved and surgically
altered as the “aliens”, and that they haven’t already staged this fake
invasion because, get this…it’s taking them a long time to grow the genetically-engineered
creatures they will try to pass off as alien life-forms!
This is so weird it’s bound to be
true! What if an army of aliens comes
out and they are all Arnold Schwarzenegger clones. I know I used this once before…but what if??? And isn’t it a given that the military has “flying disc” technology
they got off the Nazi’s, based on Tesla’s work? Mulder and Scully will
tell you! And the psy-ops crowd has been working with Hollywood film-industry
"special effects" people for a while now. Maybe we'll get to see
just how believable their tropospheric holographic projections are!
Who knows what our jolly band of “reality-technicians”
will think of next? I don’t
know, but I’m sure the majority of people will be obliged to make it part of
their reality! After all, how rude would
it be not to accept someone’s brilliantly-crafted
fiction as reality after they’d gone to so much trouble to make it
convincing? Very rude indeed.
Well, so much for speculations on the “science-fiction dictatorship.”
Kali may have some surprises left in her magic skull of malefaction, but personally,
I prefer to focus my attention along other inter-galactic ley-lines.
“I MUST CREATE A SYSTEM…or be enslaved by another
man’s.”
William Blake has always been my favourite visionary.
And this is the challenge before us, the lesson our “teachers” here
in the late Kali yuga have for us…that we must awaken
from our slumber and remember who and what we really are:
the ultimate technology on a wonderful planetary space-and timeship. We can lay the sci-fi dictatorship to rest if
we really want to. All we have to do
is regain our brains from decades of apathy, fiction-addiction
and virtual intoxication, mainly
by just waking up. Our internal systems
are capable of lots of amazing stuff even while on auto-pilot; just think what you can do, create and become
when you actually take the helm of your own fully alive and FREE [software included] cybernetic biocomputer? Remember…when
your doors of perception are cleansed, you will see
everything as it really is…infinitely creative! This IS eternity. You are a creator! And YOU are your biggest
art-project!
NOTE ON THIS WEB-SITE: REGAINYOURBRAIN.ORG
This web-site is an attempt
on my part to bring together what I consider to be some high-quality coherent
and relevant information and ideas relating to the current global scenario and
specifically to problems affecting our ability to perceive what is really going
on and to communicate effectively. We
are talking some huge areas here, like “knowledge” and “reality.” Even a library of books couldn’t
scratch the surface. The point I am
trying to make is that we each are a significant and unique expression of
divine consciousness and creativity, that we each have our own perspectives,
our own contributions to make, our own niches and personal realities. When we are able to disengage from the attack
on the mind that permeates the fabric of our culture, and free our
consciousness of the shackles of authoritarian fictions, we suddenly realize
how wonderful it is to be alive here on beautiful planet Earth, how special and
blessed we each are, how lucky we are to be alive. We become acutely aware of the damage we are
inflicting on the Earth;
we also see how easy it is to stop. We are billions of different people, but we
are the people of one heart! What we share is life and love
itself.
This site will be constantly growing and evolving. For now you’ve got around 400 articles relating
to the entire spectrum of communication, mass-media,
psy-ops strategies and techniques, historical perspectives,
technologies, important minds, critical analyses, specific examples.
I have not read every single word in every article, but the vast majority
I have read in their entirety. I have
noticed a few glimmers of toxicity here and there, but they are few and far between. For
example, some of the stuff from David Icke’s site
has question marks, and any of the stuff on MK-Ultra I’m
certain contains significant disinformation.
And any article or web-site that has the word "truth"
in it is also highly suspect.
One
thing I noticed is a couple of comments on Dr. John C. Lilly, whom I have met
several times and with whose dolphin research group I was
affiliated in California. They referred to him as a
“master mind programmer” on one occasion; on another they said he liked getting
research funds for classified projects.
This
is all second-order information,
of course; but
as I knew John Lilly and his work, neither of these is true. He wrote extensively in his books about how
he was approached by the CIA in the early 1960’s who offered to give him his
own lab and lots of funding if he would work for them and classify his dolphin
research. He told them to get lost,
and more than once. He was a mind-researcher
who would never do anything to anyone without their permission, and wouldn’t
do anything that he hadn’t already done on himself.
He was a master mind DE-programmer, writing extensively about how we
tend to be controlled by unconscious externally-imposed programming
(what mind control in all its forms is all about) and how to sort this out
inside yourself. I personally think these comments were intended to smear someone who would not cooperate in deviousness.
Then again, I wasn't there. Only the sasquatch knows.
Many
people think of Lyndon LaRouche as some kind of
fanatic. I don’t
know much about him, but I do know he has been the target of massive smear
tactics because of his political aspirations.
I have found his writings and those of his protégés, Lonnie Wolfe, for
example, to be very good sources of information on the psychology of mass-media, if you can get by the Christianity paranoia and
his perpetual presidential campaign.
Bottom
line: take it ALL with a grain of salt..."see-salt."
This has visionary trace elements! One
man’s tempeh might be another man’s infotoxin! Read between the lines,
think critically.
Always ask “who is writing this and why?” You might find that an article is 90% valid,
with 10% of absolute bullshit attached. Learn
to recognize this tactic. Think for
yourself. Create your own system.
In the immortal words of Buckwheat:
“SUCK MY (SCI-FI) DICTATOR!”
“Politics is the entertainment branch of government.”
Frank Zappa
*** If you want to know
what Jesus really said, check out the Gospel of Thomas (many
versions on-line)
*** If you want to know
what is really happening in the local universe, check out The
Divine Cosmos by David Wilcock, especially Chapter 8 (available on-line
at www.ascension2000/DivineCosmos/)
RECOMMENDED READING
Everything on this site is worth reading, but there’s
a few really good general-purpose articles that might be good to start off with. My own
articles are probably the most comprehensive and theoretical, but I use some
macro-neologisms! Over the next
few months I will be adding a wide array of chapters and excerpts from many
new sources not already on-site.
RECOMMENDED READING (on-site)
TOP “INFOTOXIN” MIND
BIBLIOGRAPHY (selected)
1) Ben Bagdikian, The New
Media Monopoly
2) Robert Becker, The Body Electric, Cross-currents
3) Warren Bennis & Ian Mitroff, The Unreality Industry
4) Noam Chomsky, Manufacturing Consent, Media
Control, Hegemony and Survival
5) Noam Chomsky and Ed Herman, Necessary Illusions
6)
Stuart Ewen, Channels of
Desire, Captains of Consciousness, All-Consuming Images,
PR! A History of Hype
7) Ed Herman, The Real Terrorism Network
8) Aldous Huxley, Brave New World Revisited
9) Jerry Mander, Four
Arguments for the Elimination of Television, In the Absence of the Sacred
10) Robert McChesney, The Global Media
11) Lewis Mumford, The Pentagon of Power: The Myth of the Machine
12) George Orwell,
1984
13) Neil Postman, Amusing
Ourselves to Death, Technopoly
14) Theodore Roszak, The Cult of Information
15) John Raulston Saul, The Unconscious Civilization
16) Herbert
Schiller, The Mind Managers, Culture, Inc., Information
Inequality
REFERENCES
1) Jose Arguelles,
The Transformative Vision, Earth Ascending, Time and
the Technosphere
2) David Bohm, Wholeness
and the Implicate Order
3) Gregg Braden, The Isaiah Effect, The God
Code
4) Fritjof Capra, The Tao of Physics, The Turning
Point
5) Rachel Carson, Silent Spring, The Sense of
Wonder
6) Loren Eiseley, The
Invisible Pyramid
7) Dr. Emoto, The Hidden
Messages in Water
8) Erich Fromm, Escape from
Freedom, The Pathology of Normalcy
9) John Major Jenkins, Mayan Cosmogenesis, Galactic Alignment
10) Joseph Wood Krutch, The
Voice of the Desert
11) Robert Lawlor, Voices of
the First Day
12) Peter Lemesurier, The
Great Pyramid Decoded
13) John Lilly, The Human Biocomputer,
Simulations of God, The Scientist
14) Guy Murchie, The Music
of the Spheres, The Seven Mysteries of Life
15) Jeremy Narby, The Cosmic
Serpent
16) Jacob Needleman, A Sense of the Cosmos
17) Karl Pribram, Languages
of the Brain
18) Carl Sagan, The Dragons
of Eden
19)
Jonas Salk, Survival of the Wisest, The Anatomy
of Reality
20) Michael Talbott and Wallace
Thornhill, Thunderbolts of the Gods
21) Moira Timms, Beyond
Prophecies and Predictions
22) Ken Wilber, The Spectrum of Consciousness
FILM: Koyaanisqatsi
Let me know what you think of this site, ok? I've been "regaining
my brain" for while now, and it's quite cool. I've completely stopped
watching tv, driving, banking and eating meat. I tend to spend my time bicycling
or hitch-hiking to where I need to go, creating art and music, educating myself
about what's really going on in the world, and trying to share all this with
as many people as I can. Enjoy regainyourbrain.org!!!!
Jeff Phillips
Earth/Now
"Hey, you...don't help them to bury the light...don't
give in without a fight!" PINK FLOYD, The Wall
